Monday, October 5, 2009

Autumn Breeze



Virginia Woolf describes the season change perfectly in To the Lighthouse:

So with the lamps all put out, the moon sunk, and a thin rain drumming on the roof, a downpouring of immense darkness began. Nothing, it seemed, could survive the flood, the profusion of darkness which, creeping in at keyholes and crevices, stole round window blinds, came into bedrooms, swallowed up here a jug and basin, there a bowl of red and yellow dahlias, there the sharp edges and firm bulk of a chest of drawers...

Nothing stirred in the drawing-room or in the dining-room or on the staircase. Only through the rusty hinges and swollen sea-moistened woodwork certain airs, detached from the body of the wind, crept round corners and ventured indoors. Almost one might imagine them, as they entered the drawing-room questioning and wondering, toying with the flap of hanging wallpaper, asking, would it hang much longer, when would it fall? Then smoothly brushing the walls, they passed on musingly as if asking the red and yellow roses on the wallpaper whether they would fade, and quesitioning (gently, for there was time at their disposal) the torn letters in the wastepaper basket, the flowers, the books, all of which were now open to them and asking, Were they allies? Were they enemies? How long would they endure?

So, some random light directing them with its pale footfall upon stair and mat, from some uncovered star or wandering ship, or the Lighthouse even, the little airs mounted the staircase and nosed round bedroom doors. But here surely, they must cease. Whatever else may perish and disappear, what lies here is steadfast. Here one might say to those sliding lights, those fumbling airs that breathe and bend over the bed itself, here you can neither touch nor destroy. Upon which, wearily, ghostily, as if they had feather-light fingers and the light persistency of feathers, they would look, once, on the shut eyes, and the loosely clasping fingers, and fold their garments wearily and disappear. And so, nosing, rubbing, they went to the window on the staircase, to the servants' bedrooms, to the boxes in the attics; descending, blanched the apples on the dining-room table, fumbled the petals of roses, tried the picture on the easel, brushed the mat and blew a little sand along the floor. At length, desisting, all ceased together, gathered together, all sighed together; all together gave off an aimless gust of lamentation to which some door in the kitchen replied; swung wide; admitted nothing; and slammed to.

Friday, October 2, 2009

From Hut to Hotel, and Now Back to Hayward


After a summer of living in a little hut on top of a hill, I was stationed in a hotel for the month of September. While it may sound like a glamorous existence, let me assure you that the AmericInn in Ashland, WI is not what I call home.

Not to belittle the AmericInn; as far as hotels go it's actually pretty nice. But it's hard to get any rest when there's an ice machine clunking out cubes in the middle of the night and your skin is on red alert from being constantly chaffed by the bleached bedding and towels. Especially after a summer in the forests of Northern Michigan where the Great Lakes were my tub and a hike through the woods was my daily commute. Instead of moonlight there was a blaze-green alarm clock and instead of a woodpecker tap there was a click-clicking keyboard. Unfortunately, summer came to an end with a gust of frigid and stuffy air-conditioned air.

But autumn has come to the rescue! The data is entered and the hotel fled. I'm now back in Hayward where the maples are turning and the sumac is already on fire. As the season changes so my focus changes and I look ahead to the coming months. With the (best ever!) summer behind me I'm eager to see what this fall will bring.