I was just out for a run, feeling discouraged and frustrated with the graduate school application process. The sun was about to set and the sky was on fire...hot peach and pink. I decided to take a diversion down a dirt path to get closer to the lake and as I turned into the woods I stopped in my tracks. A huge albino buck stood on the path about 20 meters away, just watching. I swear it was magic. We stood there looking at each other for what must have been five minutes and all I could think about was how much it looked like the forest spirit in Princess Mononoke. It actually brought tears to my eyes, the great white beast. I felt like I should make some kind of peace offering, especially since my attitude towards deer has been so negative as of late with all the negative impacts their overpopulated communities have on the native vegetation here. I've even gone so far as to call them "rats with antlers". But here, I knelt in front of the deer and put my hands on the ground, palms up. We just kept looking at each other and I think we came to an understanding. Then, the clouds broke and the setting sun shone bright through the straggling leaves on the two of us while a cold rain began to fall. The deer turned and walked off into the woods.
I was so excited I took off in a sprint toward the cabin. As I ran down the road I looked back into the woods and I could see the deer, walking alongside me, watching. I could have run all night.
Through the whole incident I had my headphones on to accompany the run. The songs that played throughout the whole experience somehow formed the perfect soundtrack...John Cale and his eerie voice sang as we stared at one another in the dark woods. The clouds broke, the rain began to fall, and the sun shone down as Brian Eno's exultant chords played and I sprinted back home.













